Saturday, February 18

"He tells me he's gonna take me to the sea wall... and I ask him 'the what?' "

This evening, because it was a rather boring day, I purchased a short film I'd had my eye on for a while: Sea Wall, directed by Stephen Simons.

Months ago, I found it the way I usually do in regards to such things: scrolling through my Tumblr dashboard, I found a link to a new project that Andrew Scott was associated with.  I immediately opened the link, and was taken to another page advertising a short piece of 34 minutes, in which Andrew plays the only character, and is on-camera the entire time.  I was seriously intrigued, and I think that since then, I'd watched the trailer five or six times, just because it was so interesting.

So tonight, I finally purchased it, and while I was a bit apprehensive about spending $10 on 34 minutes of film, I'm actually very glad I did.

First of all, I cannot express how much admiration I have for him; he is one of the most talented actors I've been fortunate enough to discover while keeping my rather unhealthy hobby of film- and television-watching.  He's kind of unassuming, to be honest.  He went to school for Drama, dropped out because he didn't like writing essays, and still managed to make a name for himself in Britain.  And his repertoire and CV attest to that quite well.  I really don't know if I've seen a more flexible actor in my life.  If I didn't know what a sweetheart he was in real life, it would be unsettling, how fluid he is in playing his characters.  He can go from suave, composed, aloof to completely unhinged and dangerous in a split-second; anyone who's seen BBC Sherlock's The Reichenbach Fall knows how true this is.  But just look at that face:

  

I, for one, find it very difficult to find anything at all frightening about him, but he manages it perfectly.

But enough of that, this is about that short film I devoted a few paragraphs to up there.


 Already looks enticing, no? If not, let's start off with the synopsis:

"We want you to meet Alex.

You will like him.


He will talk to you about love and scuba diving, the possibility of faith and being the polar opposite of Daniel Craig. And, with an honesty that is funny, moving, painful and real, he’s also going to tell you about Lucy."
That's it.  It's simple.  On the surface, it's completely simple.  A man named Alex turns a camera on, doesn't introduce himself at all, just starts talking about his daughter, Lucy.  But about halfway through the film, things take a much more serious turn, and Alex starts unraveling, just a bit.  He starts talking about God, about how he questions a higher power, about this hole that goes through his stomach, and you start thinking "What? What in the world has happened to this man?".  Then, about 23 minutes in, we finally find out.  His cheerful, gentle mask comes off, and it is heart-wrenching.  I found myself sitting gob-smacked, and wondering "Is he going to make it through this? He doesn't look okay at all."

Hard to believe, but in 34 minutes, I think I connected better with Alex than I have with characters in many a 2-hour-long film. 

The focus of the film is obviously its truly beautiful Absurdist script.  It's told in a disjointed, rambling manner, and with just enough gaps in the narrative to keep you hanging onto every word delivered, every expression that flashes across a highly-expressive face.  Nor are we told the story from start to finish, in order.  Since there's only one character, we're privy to all of Alex's thoughts, and it really is more like Alex is firing off thoughts in his own head than having an actual conversation.  Disconnected thoughts-as-monologue is a hard thing to get right, especially when handling topics like these, and particularly when there is so much emotion needed.  

Of course, Andrew’s performance is so incredibly powerful, and that's what pulls it all together.  He’s just fascinating to watch, the way he unfolds his character.  Impressive doesn't even begin to describe the way he builds his story up for you… and then allows you to watch his life shatter.  I really cannot describe what watching that was like, because I don't know if I know enough synonyms for "poignant", "devastating", and "amazing" to cover it.  You'll have to wait about 25 minutes for the full effect, but when you get there... God, it's refreshing to see such a simple premise with so much emotional depth.  Anybody who knows me, knows that I live for angsty situations, and this delivered, 100%.  Let's also mention the fact that the camera is rolling for half-an-hour, without breaks.  He delivers the entire script, from start to finish, flawlessly (or, as flawlessly as someone who hasn't read the script can perceive it to be).  If that isn't devotion to a craft, I don't know what is.

I can't think of much more to say other than: honestly, if you can spare the $10, watch it.

In fact, I'm posting the link, for anyone who's even the slightest bit interested, right here. 

I really don’t think you'll be disappointed if you do.

Thursday, January 26

First day of exams, last day of Drama + 16 818 pages

Today was officially my last day of high school Drama ever.  I'm still not sure whether it's hit me yet, I keep thinking I'll go back after exams and still have shows to work on.  But now it's only Zombie Prom.  Speaking of which, the show's going to be fantastic.  We got the script about a week ago, and I think it may be the best we've done since Seussical.  The past two shows have been... iffy.  Not that I didn't enjoy working on them, but they definitely weren't as strong as Ahrens & Flaherty.

But I digress.  This year was probably the most fun I've ever had in Drama, and even though at times it was horrendously stressful, I will miss it.  After working with the same core group of people for so long, you do end up at least tolerating each other.  Yep, that's what it is, I tolerate them.  Absolutely kidding.  I love them.

So that's that, then.  Art exam on Monday (apparently, part of the exam has to do with us drawing something from a prompt or quote, which is... different, but I'm pretty curious!), and then Challenge & Change Tuesday.  I feel like I'm not going to be ready, but I'm sure I actually will be.  Hopefully.

And on a completely unrelated note, I decided to do something.

Because I feel the need to make myself do things, instead of just sitting around and thinking all the time, I’ve decided to make one of my resolutions for this year (4. Get caught up in a good book more often) into a challenge.  Essentially, I've picked out fifty books that I've either always wanted to read but haven't, or recently discovered because I spend an exhorbitant amount of time on the Indigo website (and I regret nothing!).  I haven’t figured out what my prize to myself is going to be if I can manage all this (A NEW COAT), but maybe I can get Mum involved in a competition-type thing, and we’ll sort something out.  I’ve no idea :P


So, here’s the complete list:

  1. The Ultimate Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy: A Trilogy in Five Parts – Douglas Adams (832 pages)
  2. The Fault in Our Stars – John Green (318 pages)
  3. The House of Silk – Anthony Horowitz (304 pages)
  4. The Cat’s Table – Michael Ondaatje (288 pages)
  5. Good Omens – Terry Pratchett (416 pages)
  6. The Elegance of the Hedgehog – Muriel Barbery (325 pages)
  7. The Secret Life of Bees – Sue Monk Kidd (336 pages)
  8. My Dear Watson – Margaret Park Bridges (234 pages)
  9. Smoke and Mirrors – Neil Gaiman (368 pages)
  10. The Graveyard Book – Neil Gaiman (336 pages)
  11. Shine – Lauren Myracle (376 pags)
  12. Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children – Ransom Riggs (352 pages)
  13. Before I Go to Sleep – S.J. Watson (368 pages)
  14. A Mad Desire to Dance – Elie Wiesel (288 pages)
  15. One Generation After – Elie Wiesel (224 pages)
  16. The Story of Mankind – Hendrik Willem Van Loon (552 pages)
  17. The Dead Witness – Michael Sims (608 pages)
  18. As Simple As Snow – Gregory Galloway (320 pages)
  19. The Final Solution: A Story of Detection – Michael Chabon (160 pages)
  20. Raffles: The Amateur Cracksman – E.W. Hornung (176 pages)
  21. The Beekeeper’s Apprentice – Laurie R. King (384 pages)
  22. Sarah’s Key – Tatiana de Rosnay (320 pages)
  23. The Phantom Tollbooth – Norton Juster (272 pages)
  24. The Time Traveler’s Wife – Audrey Niffenegger (560 pages)
  25. Rules of Civility – Amor Towles (352 pages)
  26. Pride and Prejudice and Zombies – Jane Austen, Seth Grahame-Smith (320 pages)
  27. Maggie-Now – Betty Smith (368 pages)
  28. The Rag and Bone Shop – Robert Cormier (154 pages)
  29. Ideas of Heaven – Joan J.R. Silber (224 pages)
  30. The Name of the Star – Maureen Johnson (384 pages)
  31. Thirteen Reasons Why – Jay Asher (304 pages)
  32. Forty Ways to Look at Winston Churchill: A Brief Account of a Long Life – Gretchen Rubin (336 pages)
  33. The Perks of Being a Wallflower – Stephen Chbosky (224 pages)
  34. Down and Out in Paris and London – George Orwell (228 pages)
  35. The Universe in a Nutshell – Stephen Hawking (224 pages)
  36. The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time – Mark Haddon (240 pages)
  37. Dust and Shadow – Lyndsay Faye (336 pages)
  38. The Sherlockian – Graham Moore (368 pages)
  39. A Single Man – Christopher Isherwood (186 pages)
  40. Tinker Tailor Soldier Spy – John LeCarré (400 pages)
  41. Tree of Codes – Jonathan Safran Foer (285 pages)
  42. The Minds of Billy Milligan – Daniel Keyes (448 pages)
  43. The Little Shadows – Marina Endicott (544 pages)
  44. The Memory Palace: A Memoir – Mira Bartok (336 pages)
  45. The Picture of Dorian Gray – Oscar Wilde (256 pages)
  46. A Beautiful Mind: The Life of Mathematical Genius and Nobel Laureate John Nash – Sylvia Nasar (464 pages)
  47. Quiet: The Power of Introverts in a World that Can’t Stop Talking – Susan Cain (352 pages)
  48. My Week With Marilyn – Colin Clark (160 pages)
  49. Mother Tongue: English and How it Got that Way – Bill Bryson (272 pages)
  50. The Paris Wife – Paula McLain (336 pages)
Date Started: January the 26th, 2012


Pages completed: 0/16 818

I won't be keeping as documented a list on here as I will on tumblr, but whenever I update, I'll leave the number of pages I've read at the end of the post.  A lot less work than having to edit the list in two places, plus tumblr is easier to manage in regards to making changes.

I'm pretty excited to start, I'm actually almost finished one of the books already, and I suppose we'll see how this all pans out.

Saturday, December 31

Resolutions for the New Year!

  1. Get to the gym much more often - With my second semester schedule, I'll be able to maintain a much more consistent work-out schedule.  I may not have rugby this year (lame lame LAME), but I have put on a bit of weight that I'd like to take off again.
  2. Work my tail off up until graduation - I really have been slack these past few months, and it's throwing me off.  My grades may not have been affected, but it makes me feel a bit guilty.
  3. Stop worrying about things that are beyond my control - Yeah, right! With the number of situations I find myself in where I have quite a bit of power, it's hard to level myself and say: "No, this can't be fixed".  Because I always just end up countering with: "Yes, it can.  I can totally make this work."  Most of the time, I actually can, but when things don't work out, I need to stop beating myself up about it.
  4. Get caught up in a good book more often - It's been ages since I've completely devoured any sort of book.  I miss that sense of accomplishment after finishing a book in a few hours.
That's about all I can think of.  But four seems sufficient, and I think they're good.  Hopefully I can keep them all up! Can't wait to start the new year, though, so many things to look forward to.

Happy New Year to everybody, and have a great night!

Friday, December 23

My friends are undeniably the BEST people on the planet.

Fer realsies.

I had the most fantastic day ever, I really did.
I slept in this morning and decided not to go to school at all, then put on some Florence + the Machine and Christina Perri, and cleaned the house for a few hours; my room is SPOTLESS and I'm incredibly chuffed with myself.  Erica invaded my house for a bit after that, because we were waiting for Taylor to get back from her doctor's appointment.  Sarah and her showed up a bit later, and Erica and I piled into the car, and off we went to Taylor's for a lazy afternoon.  Ordered pizza, opened prezzies, and put Sherlock Holmes on to while away the day.  Not my choice, actually, since I wasn't really terribly impressed with it, but it was fun yelling at the screen with Sarah whenever anything displeased us.

So, my day in lists.  From the darlings, I got:

  • 1 box of Twining's Lady Grey tea - Sarah
  • A Study in Scarlet, BBC Sherlock Tie-in (Moffat's preface is fantastic!) - Sarah
  • A photo frame - Taylor
  • A bracelet from Hawaii - Erica
  • A bottle of handcream from Bath & Body Works - Erica
  • A honeypot - Sarah
  • A Starbucks giftcard - Kevin (le boyfrand de Taylor)
And I don't think we've ever had a better gift exchange.  It was nice to get little presents from them, that actually meant they'd been doing some thinking, and not just gotten giftcards to wherever (I hate that!).  By the end, we'd all ended up in a pile on top of one another (well, not Taylor and Kevin, but us three loners did), and it was just a wonderful way to pass the day.  Gifts and cuddles and ridiculously fatty foods.

We've got Mum's family coming over tomorrow for dinner (I need to think about what I'm going to wear, yikes!), and Father's... well, his parents, since everyone else in across The Pond, on Christmas Day, so I'm thinking we're going to be doing an awful lot of housework tomorrow.  Hooray.  On the plus side, that does involve cooking, which always puts me in a good enough mood.

Cheers and love to you and yours for the season, hope everyone gets everything they asked for!

Saturday, December 17

The Seasonal List + some dull, bland updates

A big Happy Holidays/Merry Christmas/Festivus/whatever non-denominational holiday you happen to celebrate (ooooh, look at that political correctness).  I know I've been feeling the seasonal spirit lately (particularly since the Arts Night performance.  I was called an elf several times (and not of the Tolkein variety!).  Not entirely impressed with that, but I suppose I did ask for it, a bit).  But I'm hoping all this happy will last up until the end of the month.  Then I'm crashing for days.

Finished wrapping all the presents last night, and I'm feeling pretty chuffed with myself.  Managed to get Taylor's present all finished in less than an hour, and I'm just so excited to hand out gifts.  That's my favourite part.  Well, also examining my prezzies, and trying to guess what I've gotten this year.  That's a lot of fun too.

I had a pretty small list this year, all things considered, and it consisted of a lot of books and useful things (but most of them don't appear on here).  And a few seriously materialistic things, but hey, fault me for it.

So, here it is:


1. As Twilight Falls Coat from Modcloth
I think this one is pretty self-explanatory.  Just.  Look at it.  I don't normally believe in love at first sight, but this coat made me rethink that.

 2. Samsung Galaxy S Infuse 4G
Again, fairly self-explanatory.  In need of a new phone - the old one's not bad, just running a little slowly these days, and the battery lasts about a day, now - and this one seems to suit me very well.  Really feature-rich, so I've heard, and I get a Smart Phone while remaining with Samsung (they've served me well over the years).

3. A Study in Scarlet, Arthur Conan Doyle (BBC Sherlock Tie-in)
Does this one even need explaining either?  First of all, it's their faces on the cover (I will not frame this book I will not frame this book...) and it's got an introduction by the man himself, Steven Moffat.  Also, I don't actually own ASiS, and while it wasn't the first Holmes story I read, it's a pretty pivotal one.

 4. An ENORMOUS package of Post-it Notes (multi-coloured!)
My borderline obsessive-compulsive tendencies get all happy inside when I think of putting them up on the wall in front of my desk.

5. The Collected Poems of Dylan Thomas & Keats: Poems
 Been a fan of Thomas' for ages, and recently got into Keats because of a dramatic reading of Ode to a Nightingale by a certain English actor with a voice like a jaguar playing a cello.  If that makes it all the more unfortunate, that is perfectly fine with me.

6. Emma Bridgewater Recipe Book
One can never have too many recipes, but she can run out of space to store them.  Hence, this beautiful thing makes its appearance on my list.

7. Ladies Classic Timex 
Because "I need a new watch".  It's surprisingly less expensive than I thought it would be, and it's got that vintage feel that I'm oh-so-in-love with.  I have a thing for leather strapped watches. 

8. Giftcards for: Indigo, iTunes, H&M, ModCloth, Best Buy, Think Geek, etc.
Simple to give, and provide me with hours of poring over online inventories.  My favourite pasttime!

*BONUS* Acceptance to Concordia, U of T, York.
Because reasons.  Duh. 

And, that's about it for my list, minus a few films and littler things.  Going out to Fabric Land soon, to pick up some microfleece for a project I just decided to start last night (because I'm an idiot, started something different, then decided I'd left things a little late, and would just sew the thing instead).  Sarah and Erica are also coming over this evening, and we're watching The Great Game with Erica, because Herself's being a bit ridiculous, and not letting Erica watch it alone.  Should be fun, I'm excited.